okay kev. todays the big day.
i shall be updating this letter in my notes app leading up to the con and also ALL THROUGHOUT the con.
first things first
HAHA YOU’RE FUCKED KEV. MOANA IS WINNING BY A LOT IN YOUR POLL THAT YOU JUST POSTED ON YOUR STORY 😭
YOU’D BETTER GET A HAIR TIE OF SOMETHING BC THAT WIG IS GONNA BE ALL UP IN YOUR FACE TONIGHT IF NOTTTT
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STREAM IS ABT TO STARTTT
IM GOING IN KEV.
btw. i just spent lots of money to buy your moana pc 🥰
it WILL be within my possession.
ALSO BEYONCÉ TOUR ???
dude we need to get you there PLS
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IT HAS OFFICIALLY STARTED.
SEE YOU ON THE OTHER SIDE KEV.
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YO KEV. MOANA WON. WHERES THE WIG.
HM.
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LMAO I TOTALLY FORGOT TO UPDATE THIS.
KEV.
WTF IS ACTUALLY HAPPENING
I MAY PASS OUT ATP
LIKE.
WHAT ARE YOU EEAIRFIGNEKDN
WHAT IS THEIS ORUFIT WHAT TTHEBFUCK
IMD LSOSIFNG MY EFUCKCING KIDNE
ALSO.
MOHANA IS SUCH A PRETTY SASSY DIVA
IDEK WHAGS GOIGNG ON ATP
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WHIP WHIPLASH
WHIP WHIPLASH
IM FUCKCIGN MOVIGNR RN DUDE ITS A PARTY UP INT RUSI BRICH RN
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ALL OF YOU LOOK SO FINE RN ITS MAKING ME SICK.
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so the silence is very loud rn
the b land is on the screens but there’s no sounds nor are y’all on stage….
WHAT GOES ON
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THEEEE GORGEOUS MOHANA HAS ARRIVED.
YALL LOOK SO PRETTY LIKE THIS IT MAKES ME WANNA SCREAM
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now who the hell gave y’all guns for the balls LMAO
THEY GAVE YOU GUYS WEAPONSSS
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BLOOM BLOOM FUCCKING POW ARE YOU KIDDING ME RN YALL SAID YOU WERE TOO OLD TO DO BLOOM
BLOOM IM SICKC RNR NO FUCCKIFGNG WUAUSIFNCCJ
KEV.
WHAT THE FUCCK.
GODDDJBSSHDJCN
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FUCKCIEDJBD
KEV IM CRYING
SHANGHAI ROMANCE ??
FUCK OFFIDHWHEDH
FUCK ALL THE WAY OFFIFNSHX
IM LOSIF YMMTBSHTI RNR
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WO AI NI.
FUCKDJSJDDINF
THAT WAS PURE PERFORMANCE EXCELLENCE.
YUP YUP
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holy shit that project made me fucking cry
UGH IM SO SAD
YALL PLS KEEP THE TEARS IN I CANT TAKE THIS
you guys srsly do deserve the world and more :(
any good things that come your way are so so deserved
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TYPING THIS THROUGH A WATERFALL OF TEARS BUT A MARCH CB ???
WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK.
I CALLED THIS SHIT AWEHILEREEEEEE EAGIDH FUCKCIGN DU
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the tears have stopped momentarily during the ments…. scared to get to sangyeons tho….
will be back after his.
i will probs be crying again.
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i can’t breathe ador rsser anwhtjign rn dishes i’m crying sis mucus i cant ed uhhhh k ting do’s theis
fuck.
ima so fuckcigng sad rn
i can’t even see anything rn
kev eim so awww don’t dude
I NEED A TISSUE ASAP.
EVERYTHING ON MY FACE IS RUNNING
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okay i’ve calmed down a tad bit…
crying to giddy up is messed up 😭
tears all over my face, tmi, but snot too.
i’m so fucking sad dude
i love you all sm and i promise to stick with you guys all throughout enlistment period and even after
i’m stuck with yall forever i swear
i’ll be back after the con is over to give you probably the sappiest letter ever 🫂
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IM FUCKING CRYING
THERES DRIED TEARS ON MY KEYBOARD
THEY WERE FLYING EVERYWHERE 😭
okok goodbye for now.
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WHAT THE ACTUAL LIVING FUCKITY FUCK JUST HAPPENED
HORSE MASKS ??
DAMCE PARTY TOO ??
ERIC… STRIPPING ??
50 BILLION GIDDY UPS ??
WHAT KIND OF CON IS THIS I ACNT BRETAHE
WTF IS HAPPENING UP IN TRHUS HOSUEHEURI
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well… that’s that ig !
i got kicked out LMAO

MAN I WANTED TO LIVE IN THE MOMENT FOREVER :(
ahem
now time for me to get reallll fucking sappy with you
that was genuinely one of the best cons i’ve ever experienced and i wasnt even THERE.
i cried, i laughed, i smiled, i felt such immense happiness and joy that i truly can’t even explain or put it into words
all 11 of you genuinely mean the absolute world to me and i wouldn’t trade any of this for ANYTHING.
for the past 7 yrs, you and all of the other members have worked tirelessly, and i’m talking cbs, cons, tours, music shows, award shows, working on music, coming and seeing us at things, etc. none of this hard work will EVER go unnoticed. i hope that you all always feel loved and are always happy and healthy
that’s truly all i care abt. you guys’ happiness and health. even if that means we can’t meet for awhile ! as long as you guys are taking care then idc.
you guys may not be together as 11 for awhile starting in march, but i hope you know that me and every other dubby out there will stick by your guys’ sides, through thick and fucking thin.
for you specifically tho kev, you’ve done well 🫂 i haven’t been around in terms of the internet for very long, but watching the growth in you overtime has truly been one of the most beautiful things i’ve ever seen. the kev i’ve seen lately is probs one of the happiest versions of yourself that i’ve personally ever seen. that in itself makes me SO SO happy bc all i care abt in life is that you’re always happy, and if you aren’t constantly happy, bc that wouldn’t be human of you, that you’re happy a good majority of the time. and when you have those days that are like a bump in the road that you have better days moving forward and that you grow from whatever may have happened.
pls take care kebi 🫂
same goes for all of you !!
i hope that all of you take care and stay healthy !
i will be eagerly waiting for the cb and support you all throughout it and also hopefully talk to you during that era 🥹 i’ve got lots to talk to you abt so i hope i can !
and even if i can’t, i will continue to support you and send you letters every single day 🫂
love you sm my boyzies 💗
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i’m gonna go quickly make a littleeeee video and then i’ll be back !
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okay i just made a little video for you to watch me make my way through the entire fancon !!
it’s over 6 mins long but um… it’s fun !
LMAO
here the ig link :p
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i’m gonna go quickly write to you on weverse while jae uploads this and then i’m going to sleepy town :>
goodnight kevi, rest well and eat something yummy ! 🫂
i love you so so much, more than you could ever imagine 💗
love, kay 💐
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